This is it. I’m done. I’m finished. I’ve had it with watching the amount of things in my wardrobe that I can wear decrease. I don’t want to end up like the Weird Al song (if you grew up in the 80’s, then you know exactly what song I mean). And I refuse to buy new clothes.
I know what you’re all thinking - you’ve heard this before…perhaps my Eat, Drink, & Be Merry post from August springs to mind. And yes, it’s true, this is not the first time I’ve said that I’m setting out to lose this extra weight that has creeped onto my frame since I moved out of New York… But this time I feel like it’s getting just way too personal for me. As I said above, I am really sick and tired of looking at some cute clothes in my closet only to not be able to get into them. I’m tired of looking at pictures of myself from only a year ago and hearing people say, “Wow, look how thin you were!” Nice. Really. It is all these things and more which have become the catalysts propelling me to change. These things and of course just knowing how much better I feel when I’m happy with the way I look.
So tonight is hopefully going to be the start of it all. Tonight I am attending my first ever Weight Watchers meeting.
I’ve done WW before, but always as an on-your-own, online, independent thing. Now I feel like I need to try a meeting. They’re a little more expensive, but I definitely feel like I need something to jumpstart me in the right direction, and getting some moral support from actual people I think could really help.
I also have a goal in mind. My aunt and cousins have agreed to go on a shopping trip with me after I lose 25 lbs. 25 lbs and I’ll go out with my aunt and my cousins Camille and Chelsea (the self-proclaimed “Fashion Diva”). We’ll make a whole girl’s weekend out of it starting with a Friday night where we’ll watch a movie and go through my closet to ensure I’m starting from a good place and not a closet packed with items that would be made a mockery of if they were to appear on “What Not To Wear”. Then on Saturday, we’ll hit the shops… Malls, department stores, TJ Maxx… The sky’s the limit. This should be fun. But first, the 25 lbs that need to GO.
I have it all figured out… If I can get on the right track, I should be able to lose 25 lbs by roughly April. That’s not bad, right? And if it for some reason stretches into May/June, well I have my Montana backpacking trip at the end of June which will surely send at least a couple more pounds running away in sheer terror. So worst case scenario, I’m back to my happy, thin self by summer. Not a bad deal…if I can do it.
Here’s where you guys come in. You are my friends. I depend on you. I need you guys to get on my case about this too. Ask me how it’s going. Check on me if I haven’t written anything about it in awhile. Who knows, maybe I’ll start a food journal online or something that will help keep me accountable… No matter how you slice it though, losing weight is no piece of cake - so I’ll take any (and all) help I can get!